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|Thursday, November 24th, 2005|
|Sunday, October 30th, 2005|
|Friday, October 14th, 2005|
"The Lioness hunts, but is always submissive the Lion. She calls him Master.
Owing a sub/slave with a Lioness trait is a show of strength in both. The Master does not fear letting her hunt. He knows that he gains in her taking down the occasional prey. Because she has the need to be owned but she must hunt to show off her power and in the process his over her."
|Tuesday, October 4th, 2005|
|Applying for a job - Is this interesting enough?
Dragging an empty barrel from the back of the tavern up to the city wall, Ciara quickly looked around to see if her actions had been noticed. She felt her heart beating painfully in her chest as her hands, slippery with sweat and mud, lost their grip on the edge of the barrel, sending it clattering against the stone wall. Ciara jumped up on top of the barrel quickly, hoping the loud noises from the tavern would mask the sounds of her escape. Reaching up high on the wall, she found two sturdy hand holds, corners of stones sticking out further from the rest.
Carefully and as quickly as she dared, Ciara clamoured up the city side of the wall. If she could only reach the forest on the other side, she’d be free, but she hated to think of what might happen if she were caught and sent back to Master.
Looked upwards to see that she had reached the top of the wall, she heard a soft gasp behind her. She turned in time to see Master’s servant, Jazon, running back into the tavern.
Flinging one leg over the top of the wall, Ciara sat, tears stinging her eyes. She let out a shaky sigh, in moments Master would come running out from the tavern, alerted to her presence by Jazon. She would never reach the forest in time.
Hearing a low whistle, Ciara looked down. Standing on top of the barrel she had put against the wall was Jazon, holding a brown sack up to her. She leaned down towards him, hooking her fingers through the bags strap enough to pull it up into her lap.
‘Good Luck,’ Jazon whispered up to her before running back into the tavern before he was missed.
Ciara quickly climbed down the south side of the wall, jumping the last couple of feet to land on the soft grass outside the city. Untying the sack from her wrist, Ciara opened it, taking in a sharp breath when she saw what was inside, a loaf of bread, pieces of cheese and two bottles of water – enough food to keep her alive through the forest until she reached her father’s property. Whispering a quiet prayer of thanks to Jazon, Ciara ran into the woods, with the quick footedness of a jungle cat, free at last.
|Thursday, September 22nd, 2005|
|Who am i?
Name: Kristy Smale
April 2 1982
11:26 AM Time Zone is AEST
Rising Sign is in 09 Degrees Gemini
Extremely active by nature, you like to get around, meet people and do different things. Very restless, you just can't seem to stay put. You need to be involved in several projects at once in order to keep your mind stimulated. You like to read books and to write letters and to talk -- constantly. Seemingly ageless, you will always appear to be much younger than you really are. Very adaptable and inquisitive, you are always open to new ideas and experiences. A "jack-of-all-trades", you are lively and versatile. Because of the high nervous tension that you always seem to have, athletic activity would be a good way for you to burn off energy. But be careful of a tendency to experience things only superficially -- try to dig in and absorb things at a deeper level.
Sun is in 11 Degrees Aries.
By nature, you are very energetic and high-spirited. You are fiercely independent -- you must be first in everything you do, and you enjoy taking risks. You are the one who will rush in where angels fear to tread. Quite brilliant at initiating new projects, you are terrible at following them through to completion. You are an enthusiastic leader but you tend to be a reluctant follower. Often you are quick to anger, but you usually recover just as fast, regretting later things you said when you were upset. One of your best traits is that you are simple and direct, blunt and honest -- just be careful you do not hurt others' feelings. Your need to be competitive at all costs may provoke resistance from others, but, as long as you maintain your usual Sunny good humor, this should not prove to be a major problem for you.
Moon is in 22 Degrees Cancer.
For the most part, you are very strong and secure emotionally. You intuitively know what to do to make others feel comfortable, loved, accepted and needed. You naturally enjoy feeding and taking care of others. Be careful that your mothering does not turn into smothering. At times, you tend to feel that those to whom you are attached can never do anything without your assistance and support. Extremely sensitive by nature, it hurts you deeply whenever anyone criticizes you. You have an almost desperate need to be loved and wanted and needed by everyone with whom you come into contact, and you go out of your way to be accommodating to them.
Mercury is in 02 Degrees Aries.
Very quick-witted, you are known for being an independent thinker. You love to debate and argue, and are excellent at repartee and battles of wits. At times, however, you act too fast on hastily formed opinions and thus waste a lot of energy defending your rash and sometimes incorrect conclusions. It is perfectly acceptable for you to defend your beliefs with your usual vigor, but try not to take the opinions of others as personal insults.
Venus is in 25 Degrees Aquarius.
You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom. You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward group goals.
Mars is in 09 Degrees Libra.
You are very aware of the need to cooperate with others in order to further any effort. You are usually willing to compromise with others, although you can be quite competitive in a friendly way. Very fair- minded and impartial, you have the ability to sense injustice and the desire to take corrective actions to make proper compensations. You see both sides of issues and questions, but you tend to be undecided or wavering when forced to make choices that might make you vulnerable or unpopular.
Jupiter is in 08 Degrees Scorpio.
You love to dig deep beneath surface appearances in order to find out what is really happening. A persistent researcher, you are very interested in the psychology of any situation. You tend to become overwhelmed by the complexity of what you uncover, however, and that makes you a bit gun-shy about explaining things to others. But you must learn to try to communicate as best you can because what you know is really very valuable to others.
Saturn is in 19 Degrees Libra.
Although you take quite a while to make decisions, you usually consider all sides to a question, all the pros and cons, and the solution you come up with is very often the correct one. You tend to be very reserved and shy, but, once you make a commitment to someone (in either a business or personal relationship), the partnership is forever. You have a strong sense of justice and fair play and greatly respect the laws and institutions by which you are governed. As such, you are outraged when others break laws or show contempt for authority.
Uranus is in 04 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 25 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 18 Degrees Cancer.
You genuinely enjoy meeting other people, but you're at your best if you can do so from the comfort of your own home. You prefer others to come to you and tend to feel uncomfortable about leaving your home or neighborhood for any extended period of time. Those who do come in contact with you are struck by your caring and obliging nature -- you really make them feel at home. You form the closest ties, however, with members of your immediate family, especially your parents and children. You're at your best attending or organizing family reunions!
|Tuesday, September 20th, 2005|
|Monday, September 19th, 2005|
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
Oh yeh....I got fired on Friday for reasons which are still unclear to me. Essentially it came down to 'i wasn't doing a good enough job' or that Leah just didnt like me. A combination of those two. So I am looking for a job just for the rest of this year, just to really really save and then go back to studying over the next couple years. I am also trying to get into doing some freelance photojournalist work, yay me for having goals and dreams!
|Sunday, September 18th, 2005|
|Tuesday, September 13th, 2005|
|Do you want to dance...?
My Grandmother just rang and was talking to my Mum. 'Dancing with the Stars' had just finished on TV and my Grandmother must have asked Mum about Matt and I, if we had any interest in dancing.
My Mum replied that my brother 'moshes' and then had to explain that to Grandma exactly what it was. But the next comment after a pause was "No, shes got two left feet!"
Okay, that'd be a fair comment, if I had ever in my life said it myself.
Apparently just because I don't do something, its because i'm bad at it.
Those who know me would know that I actually love to dance, I just don't get enough of a chance to do it.
But oh well... I am used to people doing stuff like that, saying lies because they can't be bothered with enough interest to know the truths. Painful when its your family though. Current Mood: annoyed
|Tuesday, September 6th, 2005|
Nothing funnier than using your works branded pen case as an accelerator.
|Thursday, September 1st, 2005|
Adore my pretty new amythest ring...
Adore it damn you!!!!!!
Hehe..so in love with it...will post pics later so everyone who cares can see..ie: me
|Friday, August 26th, 2005|
MYSTIC BEAUTY - You are eccentric, enigmatic, and
intriguing. You keep to yourself and so no one
knows the real you. You prefer the solace and
quiet of your own company over big crowds of
people. You are highly intelligent but you do
everything your own way. You come off as quirky
or weird and most people don't understand you
at all. You are probably a little disorganized.
You probably also seem distant and dreamy but
that's because you're off in your own little
world.What type of beauty do you possess? (20 questions + 7 results + pretty pics)brought to you by Quizilla
|Monday, August 22nd, 2005|
I have a new digital camera...Fujifilm S5500
4Mp......10x optical zoom and so on
So if anyone could let me know how to put photos on here...please...let me know!
|Thursday, June 30th, 2005|
Unashamedly lassoed, hogtied, and dragged kicking and squealing from lethagus
Mark an x for everything you have done
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(_) seen a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides Australia
(_) had a serious injury
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
(x) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
(_) been arrested (almost, I was kinda hoping on it)
(_) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) kissed in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts
(_) been in love (?)
(_) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
(_) been skydiving
(_) broken a bone
(_) been high
(x) skipped school
(x) flashed someone
(_) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) crashed into a friend's car
(_) been dumped
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) stole something from your job
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) saw someone die (almost, a few times)
(_) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a rock show..
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) done hard drugs
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
|Monday, June 27th, 2005|
Yay for full internet access at work!
Yay for promotions!
Coming to you live from reception...ME!
Okay, so now i'm a Monday to Friday 9-5 girl, and I love it.
Hopefully I can get real full time soon.
Also: Linda is cool! I am going to adopt her if shes not careful, shes so cute.
She is mi kitten, running around responding to questions with 'Mrow?'
Loves the kittens!
|Tuesday, April 5th, 2005|
How painful is it to have dreams with meaning.
Last night i had a wonderful dream - the type that makes you sob into the pillow afterwards because it was so good that waking up from it almost breaks your heart.
Dream will be in black font, my thoughts are interjected in brackets.
I was walking around, shopping in a sex shop and ran into a guy that i knew. (but not someone I know IRL) With him was a girl, very pretty, blonde, I didn't know her at all. (Lets call her Kate - she looked like a shorter, younger Kate from Angel) I started chatting with these two, more to Kate, and eventually by the flirty tone the conversation took, I realised she liked females. That is a very good thing for me, because I do too. (However, I almost never have dreams about females)
The chatting was getting quite flirty, with me picking out some clothes I thought she would look good in. (They were styled as just basic tanktops, but the colours are indescribable, and it had a small section of spiderweb done on the front in sparkly glitter things)
At this point in the dream, it was going beautifully. I would have been so happy for it to end then. But it was at this point that it took the painful twist.
I was quite giggly in the dream, the combination of a beautiful lady and her actually having interest in me. She wandered off to another part of the shop and I suddenly felt someone put their hand on the side of my waist, in the way of getting my attention. I turned to see who it was and it was someone I know IRL. (Lets call him Nigel - because he reminds me of that character)
I was very happy to see Nigel and especially of the short conversation that followed.
ME: Nigel! What are you doing here?
Nigel: I'm here to see you.
I can still feel the emotion that I was feeling in the dream, and its very sad, but it still hurts.
Nigel was single (somehow I knew this, but I didn't understand how in the dream) Basically the emotions from just having him there were amazing, knowing that he actually wanted me.
(At that point my mind switched into sexual mode, and Kate came back into the dream.) Somewhere in my brain, I decided it would be a good idea to have a threesome. I mean, what better way to make Nigel happy than to give him two women. It was good in the dream for a while, kissing Kate and so on. (Keep in mind that we were still all in the shop)
However, the shop then closed, and Kate went away.
Nigel and I walked out and suddenly he turned to me.
Nigel: You know, you were paying all attention to her, and you seemed indifferent to me...it really pinched my heart (his actual words)
At that point, he turned his back and walked off, ignoring my asking him to come back.
If anyone could shed any light onto the meaning of this or just agree with me that this was just to remind me of things that are better left forgotten.
Either way, it hurts too much to think about, so I will try to put it to the back of my mind again.
Can someone just email me when brain wipes become available please? Current Mood: sad
|Monday, March 7th, 2005|
Well, i had a good weekend with Mr S.
Friday Night - Went out to Cab Noc, Hush and Dream and still got back by 3am.
The remainder of the weekend was spent playing and watching DVDs.
I was caned and strapped and still had some of the marks when I left Sunday night.
I had much amounts of fun this weekend and have some homework that I can finally enjoy.
Yay for fun.
|Tuesday, March 1st, 2005|
I'm freeeeeeee......free I tells ya.
Okay, so I still work for the same company, but I am now out of the shop and into the call centre.
I get 'call center training' tomorrow, which is good, I have no idea how to operate their systems yet. Okay, so I do, but thats not the point - I want more training from the lovely Mariana. (...that too)
I get to sit on my ass all day and take calls from people who call through to the sales dept, want to talk to someone in cancelations or accounts BUT who do not want me to tranfer their calls. JOY! *uber-squeeee*
The votes are 12-1 that Sana looks like Steve Valentine, so yuh...deal with it Mr.V, you got outranked.
The Monarch just came online, so I believe I shall go confer with him about shtuff.
Take care Kittens
~The Evil Queen
|Thursday, February 24th, 2005|
Oops.....I did it again...(i think)
Again a security guard has his neck on the chopping block because of me. When will men learn not to annoy me? This one goes and it'll be three and counting.
Went home with a male on Monday night. Nice DVD collection and alcohol selection, lovely absinthe.